renaître; être éphémère

Kiran Park

we were all young once, netting our fingers to


                              catch stray stars, pennies tumbling down a well.


was it real? or was it a dream, a kaleidoscope of memories


                              that escape my mind, that keep me up at night:


pinpoints of light against the pads of my


                              fluttering fingers, a phosphorescent hum,


static and secondary colors.


                              i was baptized in the aisle of a 7-eleven,


a paper girl haloed in shards of glass


                              holding my head in her lap as i cradled


fireflies between wandering fingers.


                              born again in the glory of the taste


of iron on my tongue and the ringing in my


                              ears, i was crowned queen of fluorescent lights


and waltzed away the washed sepia on the backs


                              of my eyelids until all that remained was technicolor


and the rainbows cast across the wall,


                              light reflecting off an angel’s broken halo.


i ache for those days when i felt nothing,


                              where i could twirl under gas station lights and


cup fireflies in my palm without fearing they would fly away.


                              now i close my fingertips around a hundred tiny wings and


a hundred tiny dandelion seeds, afraid to waste wishes on


                              a past life, a past youth where i still did not know


the difference between a sonnet and a soliloquy, where


                              my butterfly wrists still did not know the path into ether,


where my tired tread still did not know the way home.

About the Author

Kiran Park is a freshman in high school living on the East Coast. She loves black and white photos, open fields, and writing wistful, ethereal poetry. You can find her tweets under @nowkiranknows.